So if all goes well, I am going to visit my friend cheez, aka Adam, in springfield for the entire weekend of nov 4th-6th with my friend Nikki.We're gonna take the train/bus thingy there since neither of us drive. I really hope it all works out. He's been kinda depressed lately and I want us to cheer him up while we're there. This Saturday is my mum ( Read more... )

I hate when you tell someone how you feel and you don't get the response you were hoping/looking for.

I pour my heart out for you to see right in front of me.
You pull it out and let the arteries dangle
confirming what i thought but never wanted to admit,
you never cared in the first place.
Why do i allow myself to be tortured like this?

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I hate when you tell someone how you feel and you don't get the response you were hoping/looking for.

I pour my heart out for you to see right in front of me.
You pull it out and let the arteries dangle
confirming what i thought but never wanted to admit,
you never cared in the first place
. Why do i allow myself to be tortured like this?

Feeling ( Read more... )

No Big E for me... we're broke. I need to get a fucking job!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am just sitting here, watching some mythbusters on tv and brians siting on the couch watching as well. I really don't know what to write, just that I should update my lj, so I am lol. I still have no real job. The liquor store job didn't last b/c the boss guy was uncomfortable with the fact that I am so young, but he didn't even have the balls ( Read more... )

if anyone wants to contact me since i have no comp. call me !!! 508 341 3054!

I finally have a job!!!! I am going to work at a liquor store in the center of hopkinton which is 20-30 mins away from me and 5 mins away from where I used to live. I start on wednesday. I am so excited. Brian's vacation starts this upcoming monday and he has frigin 8 days off! I AM SO EXCITED. I get to spend everyday with him and not have him be ( Read more... )

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I had such a great night tonight. It's funny how when you go to school with someone, you never talk to them but once you leave school, you talk to people who you never would have talked to in school. I went to a bonfire at nathan's house and I think I made some new friends. I ate some smores and just had a great time. One kid told me that he could ( Read more... )

I hate when people talk to me out of the blue and pretend to care... you know who you are!

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I chopped 6 inches off of my hair

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