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Things with my immediate and extended family are all good. There really is nothing new to report apart from everyone is just doing really well.

The one thing that is bothering me though is my weight. It is week 5 of my diet. 40mgs of duromine a day & no more than 800calories. My dr says i need at least 1000 but i dont need that on duromine. I lost 4 ( Read more... )

Apart from being ignored by my birth mother while she hugged and kissed my immediate and extended family, the day went without a hitch. I guess i didnt expect anything different.

Thank god its over.

Phone's off the hook. Babies are at nanna's for one night. Just need sleep.

Tomorrow is my little sisters birthday. It will be the second day in 7 days that i've had to have been in the presence of my mother in a really really long time. If you know me then you know that no one fucks with my chi more than this sadistic crazy bitch. To make things worse, my sisters all have, if not daily then certainly x3 week contact with ( Read more... )

Every now and again i realise im not sure i have it all under control and i wonder if im still who i used to be which i hold no respect for but quite a bit of nostalgia. What is my excuse for running when everything is calm and seemingly perfect.

I have always said i was put together wrong. Maybe i was aware of something i didnt know i knew even ( Read more... )

Hey guys,

Let me know your facebooks so i can add u.

My poor lil man is so sick. Paige said she was sick on monday so she stayed at home but had no problem playing playstation all day or jumping on the trampoline so i thought she was just wanting to spend the day at home but today nate's nose started running. I thought he started to perk up later in the arvo. The more he perked up the worse i got. He ( Read more... )

I keep having nightmares of natural disasters. I've dreamt of flooding and a tsunami and last night, a nuclear explosion. It isnt as though these events happen around me. I have front row seats 2 the beginning of the event. My main concern when these events happen is only to keep nate safe. Paige is with brent who seems to always be somewhere else ( Read more... )

Rob Thomas ROCKED last night!!!

Wow, it's been a really long time since I've updated. Like forever. So I'm going to try to make the words short but there are going to be tonnes of pics - OF COURSE ( Read more... )