i think i really upsetted matt. opps ( Read more... )

I love Taking Back Sunday. so much ( Read more... )

believinginjune journal makes me laugh. I love it ( Read more... )

I AM SO CONFUSED. and i hate this.... i hate it so much. it is my fault. i guess? i mean. i took ross as he doesnt like me he doesnt want me. i gave it up. and so once i gave it up it got so compplicated. i felt so happy with matt and even though im in tn i still feel so happy to have him the way i have him. i dont see any flaws in us together. ( Read more... )

ive been hanging out with Matt a lot more lately. some times its just him and i. and evryone has gotten the wrong impression. ross comfronted me telling me its wrong to flirt with someone when he just got done being in a relationship. and it hurts ross. blah blah blah. ive basicly decided i am here if ross ever wants to get back together, but for ( Read more... )

CyberKnightL33t (11:35:40 PM): Nighty night. Sorry if I upset you by the things I said earlier. When I have more time to explain to you things will be better ( Read more... )

I'm going about my life without worrying to much about the person i'd like to be with. As it appears sometimes, I'm upset. and that is true. Very true, I get upset over him. And you know thats human nature. So my heart was set and then the setting reversed and I have a difficult time being around that person and being normal and happy around him. ( Read more... )

i miss not missing him.

johnny wolf looks like brian shields. hes soo adorable. johnny is i mean.

is by far my FAVORITE worship song. and right now... i really feel like singing my heart out with a room filled of others longing for the same desire with professional vocals and music. with intense lyrics ( Read more... )