I just got back from 1000 islands on Monday. That was another fun family trip. Ha. Some of the time I felt like slapping my aunt back into the twenty-first century. Women do NOT have to cook for men, kiss their feet, and slave away for them while they sit on their ever widdening ass. The rest of the time I felt like screaming at my other aunt, tell ( Read more... )

I think there's a thin line between reality and the imagination. The past 24 hours I have been in almost a manic state. I started a 1000 piece puzzle, finished a third of it, then decided to tear it down. I finished an oil painting that I started almost 2 years ago. Then I started and finished another puzzle. Exhausted, I crept to my bed and laid ( Read more... )

I think my friend is using me. For my money (the little I have), for emotional support, hell just for my food. If I want to hang out with her, I have to offer to pay gas or pay for the movies or let her do laundry at my place or whatever. Maybe I'm just reading too much into it. Or maybe that'a what normal friends do and I just have never realized ( Read more... )

I spend most of my day in silence. It kills me. I don't mind the contemplative silence every once in awhile, but the endless droning of nothing makes me want to scream. I talk to my cats in order to relieve some of the loneliness. Still, whenever I finally do get out and have the chance to communicate with someone, I talk about nothing and ( Read more... )

I'm only 19. ONLY. I feel so much older. I missed out on most of my childhood, and my teenage years. I spent my childhood engrossed in books to escape the real world. As a teenager (technically I still am one, but I'm referring to the high school me), I was angry and filled with emotions I didn't know what to do with. I expressed myself in crappy ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday to me.

I went out last night. Just to the mall and a couple other places, it wasn't too bad. I was half expecting to find a message from my ex on my cell phone (there's no signal at my place). Of course there wasn't, I'm not sure if that's a good thing or not. A lot of things about our relationship are unfinished, and I know he is going to eventually ( Read more... )

My first entry...

Here's a brief low down on me: I'm 19 (in two days), female, and a college student. That's basically all there is to me... You'll learn the rest soon enough.

First, let me explain what SumCaduca means. It's Latin for "To be destined to fall." I think it fits my personality.

Moving on, I just broke up with my boyfriend of three ( Read more... )