I could be having the worst end of a year possible, but what I need to continually remind myself of is that I made major break throughs with putting my name out there this year ( Read more... )

Maybe it's due to the first day of summer that I feel like a fire has been lit under my ass to get the ball rolling on certain aspects of my life, but I still feel ripped apart on the inside. Maybe it's confusion, that whole 'say one thing, do another'. But for the life of me, I can't comprehend the actions of the people around me ( Read more... )

You should all just know that I maintained a some what form of a relationship...friendlationship...whatever, with your boyfriend since I spent my birthday with him back in December ( Read more... )

I think it puzzles some people as to why I would drive 1700 miles in a 60 hour time frame for a band...when I'm sick and run down ( Read more... )

So friday night kicked my ass/changed my life in such a big way that I feel like I am left wanting more...
Anyone want to drive to Chicago with me Friday to see Pelican/Circa Survive and Thrice saturday at the Metro?

I can't even believe I just typed that...

Pictures from friday to be posted on leannemayer.com shortly.

I am so angry/upset/disappointed with you that I cried myself to sleep last night ( Read more... )

I find irony in friendship lately ( Read more... )

The more I start to breakdown and analyze certain things in my life, the more it has become vivid to me that I have this curse for attracting unavailable men ( Read more... )

I'm feeling a bit melancholy today with my mom being gone after a wonderful two week visit ( Read more... )

I will never forget the nerves I felt, driving in the middle of the night to see you, so we both didn't have to be bored and lonely, calling you, being outside, you getting in my car, that walk back to your apartment. I'll never forget the nerves I felt, sitting on the edge of your bed, you poking fun at how I could relax....getting me a glass of ( Read more... )