Somehow calm as she walks on stage ( Read more... )

there shall be one more thing to say and it will be all. after i tell you this, there will be nothing else to sum up.

its not like the ceiling is much higher, just sometimes i wonder if what i see is actually whats on the other side. not that i dont trust my eyes, but you never know, you just dont ( Read more... )

it sucks,
im so fucking lost
im so fucking stuck
i feel so ...lost
what am i supposed to do
maybe i messed up along time ago
this will end too late?

IM sorry for

i can no longer sit alone
im working on it

I JUST want to feel this secure

i will soon have even less
i must escape this
i want much

I WANT too much>?
I DONT have enough to ?

so so

there are already things that i know i'll never want to forget. like thklne teklhnss kln tehe jnafk osf ly jklndk.~ i know the few things i want out of life ( Read more... )

well, to once again sum it up, it is becomming more difficult and frustrating to pay for this car. i have three people who want to come look at it, hopefully one will take over the lease...i hope. there are so many things in my head lately i cant workm, i cant sleep, i cant relax cause they are flowing every so fast. i need to get this out of my ( Read more... )

if i could just read minds id be happy. i sometimes wonder whats in there, sometimes wonder what youre actually thinking. people are fun, right? heh. amusing too. change is hard for me, and in 4 months im going to be going fucking nuts.

so can you tell me, is this real or am i dreaming?
the only time i ever feel this way is before i wake up.

oops. thats all i can say. thats whati get for not listening to myself. i wish i could talk about the things i wonder about, with everyone. mmm, just hope this dosent mess anything up...

there are so many more things i could be doing i cant sit here and think about them because if i take too much time, than by the time i am ready, the chance will have been long over. so not today, not yesterday, but maybe tomorrow. just maybe.