I cant believe how much I can be affected by this. I thought I would be okay with a couple hours. but the more I sit here and have it soak in it just makes me feel faint. I feel like Ive been dropped out of a car on the freeway. ARGH. Im not a sissy. well maybe I am. but bottom line is. I am not okay. But I will be. and I will continue to make this ( Read more... )

I feel horrible. I am not having that great of a day/time/anything else. I feel like shit. and deep down Ive been feeling it a lot lately. I missed you. and I called you. and you hung up. ahhrgh. now I just dont know what to do.

I love Leanne Estella Voss. Its true. I know it. I miss talking to you cause Im in Portland and cant really do it. ugh...thats about it. I went to a punk show and everyone drank and I felt out of place cause Im straight edge and not a punk and then I felt happy cause a cool man named Colin told me its no coincidence with me that s-x-e sounds like ( Read more... )

whew the other night was intense. I like a straight edge girl. shes great. ugh....Ive watched anchorman way to many times in the past week or so. honestly about 13 times maybe more. its intense ahaha. its a great movie though. umm....I have no patience for people stealing things from me and I want to go fight some people for taking my car keys, I ( Read more... )

past few days I been runnin around being frikkin crazy...I wanna see a bunch of you kids that I havent yet. so be ready to receive me ahahha. anyways I have had a great time in portland cept a couple parties been a bit outta hand but whatever, its been good. so come watch movies with me...or even go to the beach with me.

I AM WATCHING A SCARY MOVIE NO ONE IS HERE TO HELP ME THROUGH THIS I DONT KNOW WHY I AM WATCHING IT! SOMEONE COME TO MY RESCUE! ahah....someone got thier card from me today...this is a good thing. MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! I hope you have a wonderful day for that one. I LOVE YOU !

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ahahah my things a cat....ahah hes a scardy cat.

I just got back from portland for a quick little visit it was pretty fun. eh. I almost died like 8 times on the way back cause wind was crazy driving through the gorge. it was all super windy and almost blew the van off the side of the road. really weird. anyways though portland was fun I was sposed to go a basketball game but the lady inside said ( Read more... )

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MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! I WILL BUY PRESENTS AND DISTRIBUTE THEM ACCORDINGLY! Im sorry Im not in portland for your christmas times but I will be there new years for a couple days so I hope to see you kids soon...well the few of you that are my friends on lj that is ahaha...well I pierced my nose. im oi punk rock I have a safety pin in it...ahah I ( Read more... )

A starless night once gave me this feeling of love but I must say another turn and its surely brought it to an end ( Read more... )