i love texas........ i hate people ( Read more... )

i hate being stuck in the stupid "Friend Zone ( Read more... )

Hey yall,

Jessica just made me a myspace...so if ya wanna check it out then go to www.myspace.com/cali_gurl_07

I've waited all this time ( Read more... )

So yeah...School sux... I might be exagerating just a lil but i really dont like it...And i just found out today that instead of being in reg us history im in CP us history... Yeah totally didnt know that but thats ok because its still hecka easy...I saw on the board today the schedual for the week and it said US History 1st, 2nd,3rd,4th 5th ( Read more... )

Wednesday was the funeral. It was really sad and upsetting but it still doesnt seem real to me. I guess it just hasn't hit me that it was my grandpa. I dont know. Aside from that i guess im ok. This whole thing is just exausting and then gettin up at 6:15 every morning is killin me not to mention on fridays i get up at 6:15am and then i have to go ( Read more... )

Last night was the viewing of my grandpa...It was really sad and heart breaking. I miss him so much and i know he's in a better place. He was and is a very much loved man ( Read more... )

He died this morning at about 8 am...Im a mess i dont know what to do, what to think, or how to feel...I was really close with him and now he's gone...He's in a better place now in a place with no pain or suffering and im happy for him...But im hurting so bad...I love him my grandpa!!

Sarah Beth is scared to death ( Read more... )

Why am i alone again? Am i supposed to be alone, or is that just the way its turning out? I feel like ive been taken somewhere and been droppoed off, alone. In a place where no one will even notice im gone. A place surrounded by people who dont know me, they dont care to know me...Im in pain, not on the outside but on the inside where no body knows ( Read more... )