I'm going to type up all the bullshit in my life, just so I can hopefully get it out. I don't know if things can get much worse for me anymore. I always say "once you hit rock bottom, the only way to go is up!" False. The rocks on the bottom decided to roll and i went with them. So when you hit rock bottom, there's always that chance of rolling ( Read more... )

It's a lonely holiday season.

Sometimes I like to spend hours imagining what my life would be like if I had done a few things slightly differently ( Read more... )

You are lame. Get out of my business. I'm sorry that your life is so pathetic and lame that you have to read about mine and then gossip about it. If you knew me, you would know that all I do is write and that's all it is. The things i put in here, are just words. WORDS.  I just sit and type whatever comes to mind, to kill time...but right now, I'm ( Read more... )

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So I'm here at UMaine now...and I am so lost.
I don't know where anything is unless someone is walking with me. I think I know where my bio class is and my lab is..but that's it. I don't know how to get to the commons....I was supposed to be shown around and that didn't happen.

I live on the fourth floor with a new roommate who's really nice. I ( Read more... )

i worked today. and It wasnt that bad. I was not happy about it at first because I'd rather be waitressing or doing something else...but KFC isnt so bad. its easy money..and i need to be able to buy books. 
I came home from work tonight, feeling pretty content that work wasnt as bad as I thought...and things werent as weird as they used to be...but ( Read more... )

Life is complicated. Is there ever a moment where everything is perfect, or you find yourself completely content with everything? Does that moment exist? Has that moment already gone by?

I just feel like I'm losing control of everything, but gaining it at the same time. I can't believe Katie M. has gone to California. Gone from us for good. I know ( Read more... )

"And Hanzel said to Gretel, 'we'll leave a trail of bread crumbs so we can find our way back.'"
Do you ever feel that way about life? You leave all of this evidence, so that if you get lost, you can find your way back.
You leave journal entries, friends, schools, family....We all leave something. Is it possible to lose those trails and we never find ( Read more... )