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I fight to stay together, to bring us eye to eye.
I fight to speak your language, to keep you by my side.
I fight to make it easy. I push to give you time.
I fight our losing battle. I bleed to stay alive -
It all ends today.
When I said I felt better yesterday, I wasn't lying. But it didn't last more than 20 minutes of dozing before I felt sick again. The incessant cramping never endsssss. I was sick all yesterday. Finally, it stopped around 6 or 7. I stayed in bed as forced. I got sick again this morning. It felt worse all over. Tomorrow better not be worse. I am not ( Read more... ) -
And I hate this pen that I'm holding because it isn't you.
So I am currently in the Boston area with Kelsey and Mom visiting JD. It's been pretty good so far, except that I was obscenely sick this morning for 4 and a half hours. Ugh. It was the worst feeling in the world. I was cold, and sweating, and couldn't move, and had to stay curled up in a ball the whole time. I was really sick. I'm feeling better ( Read more... ) -
Even if I stay, it'll be alright.
So to sum up this weekend in DC ( Read more... ) -
What if you could wish me away?
It's been a good week. Sunday, Joey and I went to Block Island despite rain. We went hiking, found some old burned down hotel ruins (awesomeee), had lunch, and went to the beach. On the way home on the ferry, we saw some really cool baby sharks at the surface. There about 30 of them scattered over a mile stretch. Then we visited the URI Saiing ( Read more... ) -
DANIELLE STOP HITTING ME WITH DA PILLOW...kthanks.
Today was glorious. It was quiet until...Kelsey came home. With Danielle and we went to the park with Jenna and I painted her nails and I even got paid. Kelsey got paid more, and she did nothing. Oh well ( Read more... ) -
Wedding
Peikres screams out loudly!
Kaelcam appears from a puff of smoke.
*Aewen says, 'i hope i got this right'.
Kaelcam sits down.
Aewen glances at Kaelcam.
Peikres thanks Aewen warmly.
Kethina smiles.
Manelin appears from a puff of smoke.
Kaelcam kneels down and worships Aewen.
Aewen traces magical ( Read more... ) -
Encampment Quote Board!
I forgot to do the quote board for encampment 2008, for the female barracks along with alpha vs. bravo flight ( Read more... ) -
But it's over now.
It's so hard. It's like I keep trying hard to hold on, and every time I do, I lose it. I lose my grip, and it just slips through my fingers. When I let go, it slips through my fingers anyway, but it hurts less. I'm not losing anything, if I let go first. -
Spread my wings and learn how to fly high.
I haven't slept well in days. The problem is, I can't sleep at night. It's the dark, it scares me a little. Being home freaks me out a little bit. I don't feel as safe. I like locked doors. Ones that only I have the keys too. I like people being around, someone sleeping next to me, and I like a small amount of height if I have a window. I like ( Read more... )