Dear Mike,

I thought I was doing okay. I was doing okay, after 3 months. I was okay. I can get through the day without thinking about it. It got easier and easier, and then, there you were, in my face, and I couldn't even get away from it.

I'm stupidly crying while I write this. I miss you so much. I'm sorry if I ever hurt you. You were fantastic. ( Read more... )

So I went in for my exam today. It was either hit or miss, because it was like 20 questions with a bonus, and I had missed all the classes before the exam that were pertinent, so I had to teach myself the material. I got every question wrong last night that I quizzed myself on. I was probably stressing out too much, but he corrected my exam in ( Read more... )

 It's 4:15 in the morning. I just finished studying for this exam. Had nightmares about being killed by terrorists, namely, Brad Pitt and Colin Farrell last night. Hence no sleep. Also, had a dream during my nap about kelsey being a toddler and her falling asleep in my arms while I was carrying her around a sunglasses store at the mall. Yea, Idk ( Read more... )

 The Big Read reckons that the average adult has only read 6 of the top 100 books they've printed.

1) Look at the list and bold those you have read.
2) Italicise those you intend to read.
3) Underline the books you LOVE, or strikeout the books you read but didn't like.
4) Reprint this list in your own LJ so we can try and track down these people who've ( Read more... )

 I wish things would just go back to normal, and we could just go back in time. 

Last night was so so so much fun. I was with Ryan, Sean, Chris, Ben and Mike. I got caramel for caramel apples and apple cider and a pumpkin to carve and cook the seeds and it was all good fun. Evan was there and decided to be awkward, which was fine by me. Everybody was high. It was the funniest thing ever. Mike was being a chicken (literally), we ( Read more... )

Michael W. Tarvis Jr ( Read more... )

Do I feel okay? No, not really, I can't really breathe. I'm breathing kind of fast because I'm kind of upset because the idiot boy that I'm kind of dating feels the need to be an asshole when I least expect it. Ugh. I'm kind of cranky and kind of anxious at the moment and I call him because he asked me to and all we do is argue because he's being ( Read more... )

I think Kelsey and I are okay again. I'm okay. I hung out with Sonia and had a girls night because Pat wanted time with Joey, who returned promptly 4 hours later significantly and belligerently drunk. He even let me paint his toenails ( Read more... )

"I like his dad's sister's cousin's brother's best friend's girlfriend's best friend's mom's OVEN TOASTED GOODNESS in bed with a breakfast and a sandwich with meatballs and sausage chunks while watching Family Guy Season 2 and having kung-fu fights with a monkey named King Harold III, King of the monkeys in the South American rainforest in Peru ( Read more... )