Im at jordans right now :-) well i dont really want to talk about the whole funeral and viewing thing cause it still hurts insode so ..other than that i havent tlaked to john in like forever and its killing me inside!:\ I miss him and hope that his feelings havent changed since my b day :\ but anyway Im going camping with jordan tomarrow IN Ole ( Read more... )

Just some things
 cause im bored!

:: Orlando or Johnny: Orlando
:: Spice Girls or Dream: Spice Girls
:: Pepsi or Coke: coke
:: Blonde or Brunette: Burnette
:: Blue eyes or Brown eyes: blue
:: Vanilla or Chocolate: chocolate! duhhhhhh
:: Dogs or Cats: cats
:: Christina or Britney: neither
:: Lip-stick or Lip-gloss: lip-gloss...duh!
:: Rock or Rap: rap
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Sorry havent written about my life in a while but its pretty hectic! :\

well Ill start with

Staurday<3
              OMG! Me and Jordan had sooo much funn! We went to the Altoona ((however you spell it )) mall : D it Kicked ass! We sat in the wayy back of my moms truck the whole time and omg was it hott back there! : pBut anyways we ( Read more... )

"God saw you getting tired, and a cure was not to be,
so he put his arms around you and whispered come to me.
With tearful eyes we watched you, and saw you pass away.
A golden heart stopped beating, hard working hands at rest.
God broke our hearts to prove to us, he only takes the best"

We will miss you soooooo much
nothing will ever be the same ( Read more... )

Well today was soooo great! I woke up at like 11:00 today and then got on alo and John comes up the stairs and scares the shit out of me I didnt even hear him walk up the stairs : p Then we went to the green bridge and the boys jumped off of it I didnt it was too cold! BURRR! well then we all came back to my house for like 5 min cause John John ( Read more... )

ITS MY BIRTHDAY!!: D

  REALLLLLLLY BORRRRRRRED <3

Just thought Id put this in here cuase as you can see Im BORED! : p
awnser them if you ant to : )

What would you do if...

» I said I liked you:

» I kissed you:

» I lived next door to you:

» I stole something:

» I was hospitalized:

» I got into a fight and you weren't there:

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:

» Personality:

» Eyes:

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TONIGHT WAS GREAT! I dont wanna talk alot about it but lets just say i got totalk to John :-) But we talked on the phone for like an hour but i dont know if hes leading me on or what (?) cause i dont wanna get hurt again : \  you know what i mean? but who knows anymore.. but nothing but crap has happened since then so ive got nothign to say so < ( Read more... )

umm well this weel was ok
             Monday <3
               I went to dylans at like 7:30 and you wouldnever guess who was there :p John            Tuesday :*
                 Did like nothing all day : \ and then i went to chelseas and we went to the circle and hung out with jared,caleb,and some Jonathan kidd (i think jareds brother :p)we hung ( Read more... )

Well today was fuun! I was at my dads all day till like 4 and then Me,Mere,and Jordan all went to the Trials (dirty dabbers) well on our wayt here we got lost! and it took us like 40 min to get where we wanted to go and then we hung out with Quentin like the whole time. it was Funn! After that Me and Mere went to Jordans house to swim <3 it was ( Read more... )