so, i start school in like a week and 4 days or something. a thursday... how random. i hope its fun... well, as fun as school can be. i felt really depressed last night for some reason. i think its bc i reeally wanted to go out but no one was doing anything. i felt like i had no friends or something. i just hate when i have to sit at home all ( Read more... )

i dont know why, but im a little excited for this school year to come. it may be that im just eager to get it over with. im also excited about meeting new people... which i really hope i do - especially hot guys :) but i hope i enjoy it, im young and i want to enjoy every part of my young life, because once its gone, i can never get it back.

i feel like time is going by so fast. i know i only just turned 19, but once 20 comes i can never be a teenager again.. EVER. in a way im relieved but im more nervous for the adult life to hit me like a ton of bricks. ive pretty much decided officially that im going back to vt. just havent really talked about it a whole lot with my parents, but ( Read more... )

damn. i always get this feeling when i look at pictures from tech. even when theyre not mine, they still bring back some kind of memory. i get this knot in my stomach and want nothing more in the world than to be back there. i mean, yeah, i love virginia beach, but part of me feels like im SUPPOSED to be at virginia tech. my heart is there. i ( Read more... )

i got an A on an english paper and when i showed my mom her reaction was "did you write it??"

so vb has its ups and downs... i love love love being able to drive. i love having a [new :)] job so i have money. i just started working at jcpenney. i like it a lot. the first night was sooo stressful bc the training was bullshit. they sat me and another girl in front of a computer for like 3 hours, showed us how to do a couple things on ( Read more... )

well its so great to be home... but its HORRIBLE being away from tech. that school is my life. the worst part was driving away from the football stadium... so many fun times there. my mom actually cried before i did. im sitting in my english class and im sooo bored. something about smoking is glamouous. some girl was like "im a social smoker ( Read more... )

yayyy im about to go to el rod's with tiff and andrew. man hes the funniest kid i have EVER met in my life! well, danny comes in 5 days!! im soo excited. hes taking me to see saves the day, early november, senses fail, and some other band that i forgot the name of on wednesday when they come to the norva. i dont know the words to ANY of their ( Read more... )

yayy its snowing! but i couldnt be more anxious to go home. i really need to.

ugh, i hate being bored. theres nothing to do. im supposed to hang out with nicki but i dont know what were going to do. i mean, im b-r-o-k-e. like never before! i hate it. me and tiffany are leaving thursday to go see three 6 mafia and who? MIKE JOOOONESSS at odu. it should be fun. phil got us 1/2 price on our tickes. its gonna be soooo ( Read more... )