It's hard to call or message someone after not being in contact for so long. The thoughts "Is this weird? Have they forgotten about me? Would they even care about trying to be friends again?" run through my mind, which is strange because whenever I hear from someone I haven't talked to in a while it makes me so happy. Yet what makes me even more ( Read more... )

I wish I knew what I wanted to to with my life. That sure would be a nice feeling.

Had things been different, I bet high school could have rocked... at least a little. Oh well, too late now.
Can't decide whether to take a solo trip to Charlottesville tomorrow or just go home. I'm leaning towards C-Ville just for a change of pace, but I guess we'll see how I'm feeling tomorrow.

Funny how things work out... I was having my doubts but didn't know how I was gonna get out of it... he brought up he thought things were weird and not working anymore... presto! I thought I wanted to be in a relationship but right now I actually think I do want to be single... do what I want when I want to do it. Fewer responsibilities, can have ( Read more... )

I read in a book today that we are able to better remember and recall the emotions we felt during goods times and specific moments than how we were during bad times. The bad moments we try suppress and get rid of from our memory- which I suppose makes sense. However, I find it strange then that we tend to dwell and complain about our bad times ( Read more... )

Why don't I EVER know what I want? It's understandable when someone else doesn't know what you want but I NEVER know what I want for myself. I really feel like I need to go seclude myself in a cabin for a while or go to and do service work or something because I just feel so confused all the time about my future, my beliefs and myself and I think ( Read more... )

I am so ready to be out of JMU and living alone. Or at least just living on my own. I guess I'm just really stubborn and picky about things being my way and I don't like or want to be like that, but I am. Soon enough I'll be out of here and then I'll probably regret ever wanting to leave. We'll see. Parties, classes, college kids, tests, lessons, ( Read more... )

Don't listen to you teachers or other students, just listen to yourself and do what YOU want to do.

-advice from a former student whose going places that i need to follow more often

So my past couple journal entries have been extremely dumb and if I write some in the future I will try to make them a tad bit deeper and more meaningful. But for fun today, a quiz that Lauren took that I thought looked fun... which it was... and scarily accurate.



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I'm getting up in 4 hours to go to NYC. Why do I do this to myself?

Dirty Rotten Scoundrels tomorrow! (a popular musical for those who don't know) Woot! My dad is the best.

Time for sleep.