I wish I could make people realize how pathetic and ridiculous they are. I also wish I knew how to make myself not get so annoyed with people..things they did in the past...and they way they are now. I can't change it, and I'll never understand it.

I am tired, irritated and sad. I don’t feel like doing my work, I don’t feel like doing anything. I want to sleep. I want to cry. I hate waking up at 7 in the morning. It makes me too cranky. Anyways, I should be reading/getting ready for my in-class essay tomorrow, but whatever. I’ll do it later.

I feel like everything is going by too quickly. I ( Read more... )

so, i really can't stand people and i'm not really sure why i talk to them. but heyy, only like, i don't know, 170 more days until i graduate.

i ended up going to homecoming, which was a mistake because it was boring lol. but i liked my dress. :]  thanksgiving and break were also pretty boring. i was with my family alot, but it's cool cause my ( Read more... )

So last night i went to the Brad Paisley concert with Alicia. We saw catherine, krista and heather there too. it was so much fun! Carrie Underwood opened and i love herr! There were 3 guys going crazy for her, it was hilarious. And then Brad Paisley came onnn, I love him too! He sings "She's everything" to mee :) haha. We bought shirts and stuffff ( Read more... )

This song makes me cry, I'm not so sure why lol. Today I'm going for my senior pictures. Not so cool. I don't wanna grow up!

Friday I had soccer practice, then came home and took a quick shower and went to my aunts pool with Catherine. We played volleyball haha. Then it got stormy and we came back to my house and watched She's the Man and ate, then ( Read more... )

I did good with my hair yesterday. I wore the hat while watching tv and on the computer so yay for me! lol. I wish I had some support on this, but my family and friends don't care, so whatever, maybe doing it by myself will help more.

Tuesday was Nicole's birthday and she got her license! I hung out with her and Katie all day. Nicole drove us to Mr ( Read more... )

Okay so I had a nice cry in the shower because of my hair, and I just dont want to pull anymore. So my goal is that by the end of August I stop, I don't even know if that's possible but I wanna try. I hate how thin it is and that I can only wear it one way so I'm going to try my hardest. I'm going to wear my hat all the time when I'm home and I ( Read more... )

I got home from Maryland today. I wish I could stay there forever. New Jersey isn't satisfying me, I hate the people here. Well anyways I hate leaving MD. Every year it always makes me sad to come home and this time I only stayed for 4 days. I just love it there for some reason.

So, Wednesday we left pretty late but I was ready for like 10. The ( Read more... )

So, last Thursday I drove almost to Sandy  Hook. I was pretty proud of myself haha. And at 6 I had training with Nicole. It was hot and gross out. Katie came and we went to Mr. Kosty's house =] haha. Then we went back to Nicole's and jumped in the pool. We watched some tv after and then I went home.     On Friday I slept in a little later than ( Read more... )

Well I haven't updated in a while. Summer has been better since that last entry, and it's going kind of quickly. Since then soccer for school has started which is just so much fun. I've been running everyday early in the morning with Staci and Jackie. Nothing too interesting has been going on ( Read more... )