Bored...Myspace is down. I don't check this thing anymore. http://www.myspace.com/kerryfuckingcripe

You die!

So I have been in a rut for the last few months. Well the most of my life. I feel like I never can find happiness or make myself truely happy. I have known this for a long time but I was told quite bluntly that I will never find happienss. I am starting to think this is true. I dunno what is wrong with me and wht to do. I don't have many close ( Read more... )

I wanna rock out southern style. I want to find some people that would like to put together a southern style metal band with these influences ( Read more... )

today I found out my boss was fired. He was one of the only things keeping meat this shitty job. My grandfather is in the hospital now too. He is very sick. He and my grandmother raise me and it is tearing me apart. People tell me it can only get better but sometimes I wonder.

Last night I went to a show with Kevin. It was really cool to hang out with him again. We were best friends in H.S. and we are starting to become good friends again. It was Randy from Dagons b-day and it was good times. After that I took Kevin home and we talked about our girl problems for like an hour and a half. I think everyone I know is having ( Read more... )

The days get shorter and the nights get cold ( Read more... )

I have a new band. It is called Baerforce. http://www.myspace.com/baerforce or http://www.kitchel.net/baerforce check it out and let me know what you think. We are playing at Mac's July 29th so be there!

well i moved out on Michelle's a few days ago. It's been weird living away from her after being with her like everyday since we got together. I feel alone alot of the time so I need people to come visit me and keep me company at my new place since my roomates are not around alot. Give me a call some time 316-2009

I miss you...

Tonight I decided to try and let go of some of the hate in my heart and in my life. I left band practice feeling good tonight. I have been doing alot of soul searching since Michelle and I broke up in February and I just want to be happy and live life without all the hate and negativity I have been. It is hard when that is all you have known all of ( Read more... )

Feeling kinda shitty today and I dunno why? Last night I went to see the Final Chapter at Mac's. The place was dead but it was still fun i guess. I missed Michelle cause she couldn't come. I was gonna go work out but I am starting to get a major headache again. So i guess I will be a bum and chill here at the computer lab for a while. I leave you ( Read more... )