I forgot I had this account even ( Read more... )

Do you ever feel like you're not living your life? Like your just watching. Watching it stand still at that. Not going anywhere, forward or backward. Have you ever felt that you're not participating, just surviving. That's how I feel lately. That I am just surviving each day. Not participating in it. I don't want to just survive. I want to ( Read more... )

Ugh, the computer in the library just made me mad. It totally deleted a long post i made about everything that has gone on lately. Luckily i remember it. i will post it later because i've got to get to class

Some people bring you gifts, some bring you bricks to weigh you down ( Read more... )

I have had some prayers answered. Last night, Nickie invited me and Don to a bible study they were going to. She goes to Calvary Chapel Bible College in Indiana. One of the people she knows out there gave her the number for this guy that is starting a Calvary Chapel Church in the Flint area. She went to a church service and a bible study. Last ( Read more... )

Here is an update on my battle with emetophobia. Well, since I last updated, I haven't been exposed to the stomach flur (that I'm aware of) so, I can't say for sure that I'd be okay in that situation. However, I can say that I am not living every minute in fear that everyone around me is about to throw up. I am also eating!!!!! That may not ( Read more... )

I've been meaning to update with where I'm at lately. I've had strep throat, and haven't felt up to posting. Now, I am feeling better and am going to lay it all bare. This is going to be long, and possibly emotional ( Read more... )