sorry i havent written in a while, i'll keep you in touch with my life, but right now i am really busy, so i'll touch up on a few details later!!!!!

you know, thinking about everything that my friends and i are going through, you know, just graduating from high school and leaving for college, growing apart from everyone for a short or long term sentence, it reminds me that, we aren't the only lost souls experiancing this tragedy. we all learn the same things our parents learned at this age, and ( Read more... )

sorry i havent written in a while, a lot going on. i am moving to georgia, but not with my dad! immoving in wit my Matt! i am so excited! i get to decorate it and everything, i feel bad for Matt though because he is going to have a girlie apartment. i have good taste, its just a girlie taste!

i got the job at bestbuys, i just have to take a drug test now.. shit.. thats not good, but i'll get through it.. i usually do:\

why oh why does everything have to be so damn stressful and depressing? ya know when god interviewed ppl to live on earth, how did i make it here? you would think i was way to mentally unstable and confused to understand the logics of living. oh that it doesnt matter what you do, life is in its intierty stressful and depressing. you could be having ( Read more... )

ya see, i have insomnia. i stay up all hours of the night, doing things like this,writing or making my hemp necklaces. i do that a lot. its a way to makequick money,especially when i have to wait to hear if i got the job at best buy or not. damn i cant wait, i have another friggin interview on friday, but usually if they dont like you they dont ask ( Read more... )

today actually wasnt that bad i have to say. thinking about yesterday makes me want to hurl. but today i just relaxed and cleaned out my whole friggin room and my whole friggin truck. and the most screwed up part was that my truck was worse than my room! i had been going back and forth so much from Dover to Concord that basically all my clothes ( Read more... )

funny how this all works, the day i set this up,is a bad day!k i'll have to tell you whats going on for you to understand this whole complicated web. my mom and dad are divorced. i just recently moved from my home town, dover, to concord, with my dad and my step mother. my mom and dad do not get along under any circumstances. its pathetic, they ( Read more... )