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well i did it, i left. i moved to glenmont new york.. & it was the most amazing hell of my life.. lol i loved the area but i missed this little town. i missed my friends and my secrets and just my "me" i lost myself in new york and although it wasn't all bad i was just super unhappy. i lost 30 lbs .. YAY. but i gained some back already.. i worked ( Read more... )

im really scared. petrified even. to leave this town. i have some unique bonds with a few.. unknown persons & i really dont want to leave them. at all. i have no desire to. & i really need to. i need to want to leave or else i never will. i'll sit here and right about how much i want to be other places but secretly love life in wads ohio. ughhhhhhh

prom this year is one big pain in my ass. and on another note. josh is one big pain in the ass.
this week has been absolutely horrendous (sp?) and i just cant wait until it is over.
honestly. i need a break from this normal scene or i might lose my mind. i need to get away asap and come back.. mm .. never. :]

ugh. okay rant is donee

literally, i am sick to my stomach. i am in so much pain right now. i am still, in like-love-lust, whatever the fuck it is- with joshua and i am almost sure this feeling is never going away. we just talked or whatever, and he said he has never even thought twice about dating me. so yeah that should be a turn off? yet.. ? and logan's btiching at me ( Read more... )

so yeah, i'm bored. today i went to school @ wads. went to school @ btown and went to work. but thats what i do everydayy :P oh and i got lunch with logan. logan and i are so close, its nice. i really trust him with everything, he knows me inside and out. i never really thought i could trust him but i do. i really like my boyfriend, finally. its ( Read more... )

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lately nothing exciting has happened ( Read more... )

Monday= Doctors and stuff. School, dance :]

Tuesday= School&to Sami's :] We went to Josh's&I hung out with Dustinn.

Wednesday= School, home Bonfire w//Sami&Jess :]

Thursday= School, Modern, Game w// Dustin&Kalee, yay fun.

Friday=School, Doctors; I GET TO STOP TAKING MY MEDS WITHIN THE NEXT 2 MONTHSSS! :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D You get ( Read more... )

IT'S MY 16TH BIRTHDAYYY :] YAY MEEE!