even before when other people stopped writing in livejournal i never saw myself losing interest in it. i guess that was before i had a roommate to vent to and an actual notebook journal to write in. i never ever come on livejournal anymore. oops.

africa totally fixed me, which was to be expected, and now ive had that lingering emotional-ness and ( Read more... )

1. What did you do in 2006 that you'd never done before?
many many things! written a paper before the night before it was due... drank alcohol... peed with a boy in the stall next to me...

2. Did you keep your New Years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
i dont remember mine from last year. i think i told myself id start running ( Read more... )

only 2 final exams and i will be HOME. however... music is basically the death of me so although 2 is a small number, these next few days will be sufficiently painful.

gosh, i have a lot of fundraising to do over vacation for south africa. great. hopefully my family members will actually listen when i tell them to send me donation checks instead of ( Read more... )

something good did come out of today.

i came into julia's room and said "hey, want to go to lunch?" and she looked at me for a moment and said "is everything okay?" 
she knew right away that something was wrong, which made me feel like someone gets me, which of course is such a cliche thing, i know, the need for "someone to understand me".. but it ( Read more... )

these three weeks in between thanksgiving and xmas will be weird... i can't decide if i want them to speed by so i can get back home or if i never want them to happen because of all the work hanging over my head that will be due.

i feel very stuck in two places at once, i am so happy to be back and see everyone again, but i also really want to get ( Read more... )

tomorrow is my birthday. and in 3 days i will be home, with my friends, with my family, with my cat, in my own bed, driving through my own town. life is good.
i do have a 12-15 page paper due monday, but i have done 5 pages and i am trying to do more right now... (well okay, i'm on livejournal obviously, but the document is open) and it's the first ( Read more... )

1. Something that you recently changed ( Read more... )

from now until thanksgiving= endless stream of stress. when one midterm ends another term paper begins (or another 15 page paper... you know. it's all the same...) there is no time to breathe.

nothing has really been going on. i don't know why i'm updating except for the sake of it.

except.... jess might move out and then i'd be alone and i am really ( Read more... )

things are better, i think.
or maybe i just decided to get over it. all of these things are really very trivial. the drama really isn't as dramatic as i felt it was on saturday night. tensions are being loosened and people are letting go of things as far as i can see.
i need to focus on my work, because i have a test tomorrow and 2 papers due monday ( Read more... )

Daniel: So what's the problem, Sammy-o? Is it just Mum or is it something else? Maybe school... are you being bullied? Can you give me any clues at all ( Read more... )