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FUCK IT FUCK HIM I HATE HIM I DONT KNOW WHY I LOVE HIM BUT I HATE HIM. I REALLY WANNA GET IT OVER WITH BUT I CANT.

IVE DONE NOTHING RIGHT AND I WANNA STOP WITH ALL THIS BUILD UP THATS INSIDE THAT JUST WANTS TO COME RAGING OUT, BUT BEFORE YOU KNOW IT I'LL GET SLAPPED ACROSS THE FACE.

FUCK ME.....I HATE THIS

i gave 63 dollores to children at the children hospital..well not really...i asked people to donate it...aa dollar each. i felt like i did charity. and it was a good feeling

sooo...i gave up on it...and i did the right thing...and i still dont have what i want....maybe i didnt try hard enough? or maybe i just dont have what it takes. i dont have ( Read more... )

so i knew it...gary is going out with jenna...i knew i couldnt compete. with any one else... what was i thinking....

wow im single and i only like one person....thats great i love me.

ok sooo i tried to login into myspace.....and i was like trying to figure out why cant i log on? so i tried like 3 times...i hadtheright password and eerything....but then i read above....This account has been locked for 15 minutes due to excessive failed login attempts. Please try again later.

so i was like who the heck is trying to get into my ( Read more... )

so yesterday i went to garys house around 4 ya know a normal day.....andrew law was there. and we were like lets go for a joy ride in garys grammas car.! sooo we all jsut hoppedin the car gary drove....andrew didnt even wanna get in the car. lol so were driving around the corner were SPEEDING up then....all of a sudden! i told gary to turn! then he ( Read more... )

i fell off my skateboard trying to teach myself how to. but then iwas like it boring with out people to have fun falling down with. hmmm so i was like anyone wanna come to my house?

we can skatboard and draw on my rooftop!

guys i finally broke up with justin. he called me last night. and he was like do u really want to end what we have. and i told him...ur crying and i should be crying but im not...and he just started to cry sooo hard. i felt bad but then i didnt. ive been wanting to break up with him for a long time. i just didnt wanna be the one to do it. i wanted ( Read more... )

hey everybody ummmm sooo party?! when? my house?! where?! maybe this friday next friday!?!?! hahahh

yayay
 i'll write back after school!!!