I am currently at work right now. My boss is out to a meeting. I am done with all of the things she wanted me to do so I thought I would just go online and check my emails. I will probably do some letter writing after the emails and updating of my journal ( Read more... )

I started this job yesterday through Apple One, of course. I am now working for a Property Management company and my boss is sweet and nice. Her assistant quit last week and she needed an assistant quickly. She's given me the liberty to do whatever and even go online to prevent from getting bored at work. How cool is that ( Read more... )

I have not been on this thing for awhile because I have been busy trying to make some money and take care of my mom at the same time who is suffering from cancer. Everytime I see her throw up or suffer from cancer pain, I wish I was the one instead of her. I feel like I wanna die as well as I see her deteriorate day by day. She has her good days ( ( Read more... )

My mom got discharged from the hospital yesterday. I now do my care giving duties by attending to my mom's needs. I don't know what the future holds for our family but I trust God will take care of it. I am feeling alright. Not overwhelmed or sad but just okay. I need to take one day at a time. I am glad my mom is home and is somewhat in good ( Read more... )

...has been in the hospital lately and it seems that nothing can be done with her cancer from this point on. My mom's fading away little by little and I feel helpless about it. I have cried many nights and I do not know how long I will keep crying. It pains me to see her suffer this way. I wish it was me dying of cancer instead of her. All I can do ( Read more... )

I am once again at my second home, the library. Geez, I am becoming a recluse or something. My life right now is not where I thought it was going to be. I thought I would have owned a house by now and have a great career going. But now...I don't know myself anymore, I don't know anything. I'm just waiting for something to happen, I guess...which ( Read more... )

I discovered King Library in downtown San Jose about a week ago. Now it has become my second home here in SJ, my other home is the Young Reasearch Library in UCLA. I love hanging out at the library because I feel so intellectual surrounded by books and media (that's internet for me). I can do my reflections or writing or whatever I feel like doing ( Read more... )

I'm here in the library trying to think of something to write about. I came here to just hang out and be away from my family because I really do not want to deal with my sister right now. I am too eager to go home because there's just tension. I did not appreciate her raising her voice at me last Saturday. I want to apologize for taking my ( Read more... )

I'm watching the 2006 Olympics in Torino. They have this snowboard cross competition and so far the Americans have fallen, much to my dismay. Two of them fell down. We were watching the men's figure skating competition too. A Bulgarian guy messed up his jumps by losing balance. He tried to redeem himself by doing more turns but didn't do them right ( Read more... )

So, here I was thinking that it would be my last day at work but they informed me that I will be working there again tomorrow. Well, I guess I will be working there til they run out of stuff for me to do there. So, anyhoo, nothing much for me to report. Nothing exciting. Oh, except for the fact that I went out for Valentine's Day yesterday. Some of ( Read more... )