I'm back!

Sigh.
I'm a real dumbass sometimes.
It's time for a new journal, I think.
ON ANOTHER NOTE:  Besides my dumbass action(s), last night  yesterday was a genuinely fun day, and needed to happen!

I'm gonna get back to my old ways
I'm gonna get me a gallon of hard-proof whiskey and 
Get drunk for three days....

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh that sounds like fun.  This is ( Read more... )

I'm done with high school.  I took my lit exam.  Yet this week is stil occupied and I'm freaking out about my job and balancing it with my life but I don't want to quit because I need the money and it's not a bad job I'm just a bad employee. 
WHY AM I STILL STRESSED OUT?!?!
Can I just graduate already and not have to worry about finding shoes to ( Read more... )

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Huzzah for job interviews!

YESSSSSSSSSSSSS
Michael just bought tickets for THE POLICE IN TAMPA JULY 11TH!!!

I'm beyond excited.

today was a great way to kickstart spring break.  pictures pictures sooooon.

I just bought a 12-pack of vitamin water.
Mmmmmmmmmmm.

My heart won't quit aching.  I'm going insane.
I just want to be left alone.  And just cry, with no one around to bother me.  Let myself break down.
But I am never, ever alone.  So, I will continue to hold it all in and go about my day, putting on my "happy face".  I hate pretending to be happy when I'm not.  I rather be happy, just happy, and not ( Read more... )

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