Wow, I haven't felt like those song lyrics in a long time. Funny how selfish of a person I can be without even realizing it ( Read more... )

I'm home, world! Tulsa was so refreshing, such a much needed vacation that could not have been more perfect. I spent time with all of his friends while he was at work, getting ridiculously safe 24/7 and playing with puppies and swimming and rock climbing and lots of incredible moments with my love ( Read more... )

Went shopping with Brandon for clothes for work and for new outfits for going to Tulsa... holy shit so excited again. New clothes have a way of reviving the excitement, cause now I'm going to Oklahoma AND I have awesome new outfits to wear. Brandon came home with me and put all my outfits together and GOD this is SO EXCITING!!!!! I can't wait to ( Read more... )

My kitty loves to sleep on the sweater that I knit. I always see her cuddled up on it, and when I was knitting it she was always finding some way to be cuddled up on it. She is the cutest thing alive.

I love Elliot Smith.

4 days till I'm in Tulsa, but I had a really scary dream last night that has made me kinda not wanna go.

Okay, crazy dream update time ( Read more... )

I feel like something hung out to dry, if anyone can understand what that would feel like. Kyle's on a cruise ship in Alaska where he gets no reception and so we haven't talked... 11 days is taking so much longer than it should even though I know it's going by quickly ( Read more... )

fuck it.

This morning I had a dream where I was trying to save someone, but before I could get to them this woman had a gun and she shot me. I cried out, no! but she shot me through the hand and then 6 times in my back when I turned around to run. These tiny bullets struck me and went through me or stuck into me, the size of the tip of an incense stick ( Read more... )

Ben Folds Five and I are getting through the night together ( Read more... )

out of touch ( Read more... )