Breathing and coughing both burned my throat, so I drank some rain.

I feel like I'm not good enough to go back.

Well, I have recently emerged from the massive orgy that took place in Keating's room over the past 36 hours... Many lives were changed during the extreme real life lovefest... and I love Keating forever for letting me move in on such short notice :) Now I'm back home, clean, and cleaning, with modest plans for my evening. I love most of you, ( Read more... )

maybe it's the rain that makes my heart ache...

but on days like this I swear it's like I can feel you next to me, only to feel you pulled away again

I miss you more than I remember being prepared for

I forgot how intwined you were with my heart

I wish it wouldn't hurt so badly

I love you.

I feel like the monotony and the morbidness of the world is the only reason my eyes are open at all ( Read more... )

I have another thing to add to my earlier list of crazy stories ( Read more... )

Crazy stories and things that I have done and have happened to me over the past couple days ( Read more... )

Life is fan-fucking-tastic. Finally I nailed my acting class once and for all, so much so that my acting teacher spoke to the chair of the acting department about it, my speech teacher. Now I have the two teachers with the most power wanting me here. I think I'm set, I don't think they'll kick me out after this. It feels so good to feel ( Read more... )

I've put on 10 pounds in the past semester and grown a cup size. This is huge. Regardless of the fact that my bitchy little sister told me "Fat boobs aren't real boobs." Meaning... what exactly? Because my breasts grew due to gaining weight they aren't real? Is there plastic in there? Something fake and demeaning to my body? Nope... just more ( Read more... )

I'm not really sure what's going ( Read more... )

I just found two halves of cloves. Life will go on and I just might make it to Friday without buying more. Nervous about the program but that's my problem so I'm DONE. Worrying, that is. LALALALALALALAAAAAAAAAAAAAA ( Read more... )