I hate people who feel the need to criticize me when they do not know me, nor feel the need to try and get to know me, before they tell people that I love and care about that I am worthless. I am not worthless. I am not worthless. Dammit I'm going to be saying that in my head trying to convince myself of it's truth for the next month until I ( Read more... )

They cancelled all classes and programs due to "incumbent weather". I believe they meant "ensuing weather" or "inclement" but not incumbent. That makes no sense. Especially because THERE IS NO SNOW OR ANYTHING. Weather is coming, it's not here yet. It might not even come. This is pathetically so wonderful. I love my baby, he's so ( Read more... )

So I was totally going to get on here and rant about something that was driving me absolutely nuts and now I can't remember what I was going to rant about.

For March break, me, Kyle, Evan, Nick, and Erica are going to spend 5 days camping out and it's going to kick ass. A lot. SO FUCKING EXCITED. that's all.

Kyle is incredible. Beyond

Doing well, NAILED my acting class last week for the first time since I got here, I fucking did it, and I've been floating on air ever since. I feel like maybe more of a chance now, maybe things are looking up and I'll be fine. Life is doing very good. I'm happy, Kyle and I are happy, classes are happy, and I've decided to start going out a lot ( Read more... )

My past two days have been rather eventful. If you're interested in the detailed account, read on. I have to start this off by making sure that you absolutely understand the complete perfection of my boyfriend. If you don't understand now, fear not, you will by the end of this entry. Yesterday I woke up around 1 am nauseaus beyond belief, and ( Read more... )

I can't put into words anything that's going through my mind right now. I'm wildly anxious and active, I just showered and I'll let my hair dry and then curl it because I think that's how I look best, when the curls are falling out, and I'm trying to time that falling out perfect moment with Kyle's plane arrival and I don't have any clothes to ( Read more... )

I have more things to do than possible and yet here I am sitting here watching television and talking to my love and writing this entry. This seems so ludicrous but my parents, although previously promising me the car to take care of all my errands, have driven off and called and given lame stupid excuses as to why I cannot finish what I need to ( Read more... )

I am pathetic.

p.s.

Kyle and I found somewhere to live Sun-Wed so that we don't have to live on the streets or camp out in this freezing weather. Josh, you're a lifesaver.

I feel so much better and I've only got 5 more days till I can finally see Kyle. This distance is tearing me apart.

Woke up sick and dry heaving and throwing up at 5 am this morning. Called Kyle and in his usual way he made me feel better. That boy knows how to fix anything and everything, he is so incredible. I miss him. Anyways bananas are not so great coming back up and I think I'm crossing them off the edible list for a while ( Read more... )