I hate family functions, dinners, visits, etc! I don't know why, but every side of both of our families love to eat. All of the time. So, I decided to do a two day fast. Just water and herbal teas. And I mentioned it to Crystal, here at work. She said that she would do it with me. But we will see. She is so tiny. I have hinted to her before by ( Read more... )

Well, today is a fresh start after a weekend eating frenzie! To pick up where I left off, Friday night Chris' parents took us to the Riad for dinner. I had steak and steamed broccoli and 2 glasses of red wine. So, I excused my self from the table, and purged it. Then, Saturday, they took us out for lunch at a mexican restaurant. I had a grilled ( Read more... )

Okay, so much for my low calories. After I entered in my calories for the day, I went home and Chris ordered pizza. I ate two pieces. I consumed a total of 991.1 calories yesterday. And I didn't purge it. I am a failure. Why do I allow myself to binge like that. I don't understand. I have a goal, and I want it to be met, and then I go and screw it ( Read more... )

Well, as I told you yesterday, I am trying to fast. But I think that is kind of unrealistic since I have been a snackaholic for a long time. So, yesterday I had a diet coke for breakfast, 72 ounces of water throughout the afternoon, then when I came home from my math class Chris had gone to the grocery store. He said since he knew I was "dieting", ( Read more... )

Okay, so... I did not do well yesterday. I don't know what came over me. I did not eat all day long, Just water and green tea. Then I walked in the door to my apartment and grabbed 2 pieces of cheese, a slice of turkey bologna, mashed potatoes and gravy (just a few of bites), and a diet coke... I am such a fat loser. So, I just told Chris that I ( Read more... )

I have a problem with my consumption of chocolate! I love it!! I can restrain myself from eating food for a couple of days, and I can't stop myself when I comes to chocolate. Yesterday, I ate like 7 bite size pieces of chocolate. I can't believe it. I am going to give it up for lent!!! I skipped lunch yesterday and told Chris that I had a headache ( Read more... )

Okay, so I went home Saturday and Chris had picked up lunch for us, He bought KFC--uurrrg!!! So, I had two tiny wings and 4 boneless chicken wings, and some mashed potatoes. Later that night, Chris and I went to his friend Justin's house, They all drank and I had one diet coke. Sunday morning, we slept in, I felt so tired, I didn't want to get up ( Read more... )

Well, first, to wrap up on what happened last night. After I got off of work at five, I went tanning. By the time I got home it was about 6 and Chris wanted to go rent movies. That was fine with me... So we went to blockbuster and rented a few movies and as we were walking out, Chris asked what I wanted for dinner. I told him that I didn't care and ( Read more... )

I am becoming more and more weak. I am in an eating frenzie and I don't know what to do. I can't figure out what is wrong with me. It is crunch time and I an buckeling under the pressure. I am skipping breakfast, but Chris wants to eat lunch together, so I eat lunch, and then we eat dinner. So far today, I have had one glass of green tea, on hot ( Read more... )