I've just read back over my past entries.  Wow.  It's me.  It's comforting to see that with all of the changes, and all of the ways that I've felt rattled to the core, there is a fundamental "me-ness" in there that doesn't change.  If I could just distill that out and cling to it.

Here are a few major things that have changed since I posted last:

-I ( Read more... )

Little did I know when I was posting back in July that I was on the precipice of so much change.  Maybe I need to start writing again to find my voice.  To record where I am.  To re-learn what is important to me.  To practice being honest and real. 

After a weird few post-bender days, I am feeling that all is right in the world.  And so far I've eaten ( Read more... )

I have been eating very little lately for some reason.  What I have eaten has been mostly raw, punctuated by occassional really unhealthy things (albeit in relatively small quantities), like pizza, fried shrimp, Mexican food, and beer (the beer, of course, being in LARGE quantities).  I think that may be why I haven't had much appetite -- my body's ( Read more... )

Holy sh*t, I am positively BUZZING right now from God knows what.  I must have released some serious stored energy in my cells when I did yoga this morning.  I feel buzzy, tingly, like every cell is spinning on it's axis . . . and I am breathing DEEPLY just to stay grounded!  I feel like I could evaporate into a spray of sparkling atoms and ( Read more... )

It has been a crazy weekend.  Errr . . . I suppose this is how I cope with Marc being away?  I have stayed out until 5:00am the last two nights, getting drunk, being silly, singing songs, and swimming with my clothes on.  LOL. 

Today I've had:

-lemon water
-smoothie (banana, strawberries, coconut water, pineapple juice, green superfood, maca, flax seed oil -- YUM!)
-a few cherries
-[lunch at a vegetarian restaurant -- cooked]
-mango
-"pudding" made with 1 banana, 2 figs, sprinkle of raw chocolate, handful of raw pecans

Mmm.  I feel very satisfied.  I sat out in the sun for 30 ( Read more... )

Food so far:

-lemon water
-small smoothie (raspberries, blueberries, pineapple juice, coconut water, maca, superfood, tiny bit of raw chocolate, and flax seed oil)
-handful of goji berries
-tuna sandwich on wheat 
-half a brownie
-1 large cucumber
-4 prunes

So . . .lunch clearly wasn't raw.  Hee.  It was great though.  Could have done without the brownie ( Read more... )

I have been hungry today!  I have had:

-lemon water
-smoothie ("the usual" with banana, strawberries, maca, chocolate, flax seed oil, and coconut water)
-celery (three massive stalks -- surprisingly filling)
-apple
-handful of goji berries 
-handful of raw almonds

I had a meeting across town today at 3:00, so when it ended at 4:00, I decided to just come ( Read more... )

My first 100% raw day in a while:

-lemon water
-peach
-Avocado + tomato + salt
-2 handfuls of goji berries
-apple
-large smoothie with 1 banana, strawberries, coconut water, pineapple juice, maca, raw chocolate, and flax seed oil (I was craving this ALL DAY, so I finally came home and had it)
-tabouleh (parsley, tomatoes, oil . . . and a tiny bit of ( Read more... )