Well, its been a while since I wrote. Here I am, Its June, soon time to gradutate and still no plan of what I am going to do or even what I really want to do with my life. Its hard to believe that the people I have been around most of my life are all going to go seperate ways and make new lives for themselves and some of them are never going to be ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wonder, exactly why do I always have to be worried about the future and what it will bring to me, or should I say what I will make it. I can't help it, it's like a constant nag, never leaving me alone and as much As I try not to think about it, its impossible.People keep saying,"you are to young to be so worried", or "this isnt the rest ( Read more... )

I havn't wrote in such a long time! I kinda forgot about this. anyway my week has been pretty mixed, I left home sunday afternoon and only came home the next night at 7pm and I was still not ready to go home but with school and everything I had no choice really. Mom is the rudest person I know, if she wasnt my mother I would have absolutly nothing ( Read more... )

It's 12:14pm and I am sitting here thinking about how I really don't want March break to be up. I really don't want to go back to school, but I guess it's life. I have to say that It's been a very strange week. Mom hardly yelled at me, I don't know whats going on there, maybe she is letting it all build up for next week when I start school to help ( Read more... )

Last night it turns out that my plans fell through which was good. I really needed something to do. I had a good time with Crystal and Jenn. We had a lot of good laughs. We went to the rink and then went back to crystals. We had a good time there, we played strip bang and crystal made me laugh really hard twice and the pop in my mouth went flying ( Read more... )

I'ts been a long day! I had a meeting thing to go to today and the person

didn't even show up, thats always impressive. Then I come home and I can't

seem to get anything to work or go right. I think I need something to do before

I go insane. my plans for the weekend were cancelled but that should be no surprise to me

cause it seems to happen ( Read more... )

..here I am three hours later..or something like that anyway. I can see I'm gonna be taking advantage of this journal. I am sitting here, day in, day out, for the last week almost, with the exception of going out a couple hours with some friends.I spend to much time at home, it gives me to much time to think about things,especially the things I don ( Read more... )

well, I have been suggested by a friend to make a live journal so here I am listening to her. It's quite the thing I have no idea what half the things are. Anyway I found this and so here I am ( Read more... )