sometimes i wish i didn't think so much and i just talked to YOU everyday like i wish i could...

why am i such a dumbass? why can't i just say how i feel?

i'm not stupid... and i didn't screw anything up, for once!

gah... i always fuck up good shit.

i've never felt so weird and out of place around people that i call my friends.

i'm getting sick...

my horse is a fing saint... he let me put pants and shoes on him this weekend.

we kicked butt at the show.

i don't feel like moving off of the couch.

work is good.

i love my pony!

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ME

i got a betta today he is brown, blue and green and his name is Fred!

my head is going to expoled!

i'm truely sorry to everyone i've pissed off.

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ME

alright, i'm only going to say this once because i jsut hear about the barn drama and don't actually see any of it, because my life sucks and i work 40+ hours a week. but anyways, why does all this shit have to happen? i mean for real why is it so hard for people to be friends, or at least get along? why do people have to bitch and complain? ( Read more... )

ok got the promotion! YAY ( Read more... )

my horse is amazing dispite the fact that i fell off twice last weekend and had like 8 refuseals over the 3 days... i came out getting a 4th in equitation over fences.

i'm up for a promotion at work YAY!

life is good...

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ME