i am so brain dead now.
hate the report and presentation that i am doing now.
so tired.
3 more hours to sleep.
bless me..
& thanks a trillion to everyone for the well wishes, i will try my best later. (:
reminder to self: dont panic, dont be nervous.
*crosses my fingers.

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saw a stray at my private driving circuit.
its uber cuteness! 
i want to bring it home so badly..
first need t go through the parentals.
and tons of stuff to do if i m keeping it.
i want it to be mine and solely mine.
though i wanted a toy poodle or yorkie, but this little one is just too cute!

i was like driving half way through the Z circuit, stop ( Read more... )

guilty as charged.

xx

still unable to resist it.

xx

calling out for help.

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i cant seem to go on anymore.
i need t find another avenue to get my thoughts out.
i feel so sad for myself, idkw.

tonight,
i cracked,
only barely surviving the 3 days.
it wasnt, it wasnt, it wasnt,
easy to hold it back.
so it trickled down slowly.

i almost hit 2 cars & 1 bus today.
thats how i am feeling now.

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emotions are running high
please keep me sane, calling out to the minor few
to chant the magic words, for the bestest company, for the kindest words that will touch the inner soul.
this period is seriously getting too hard to handle
i want to fall sick and just bum ard at home, to be away from everything

i want to go back to living in my barbie doll ( Read more... )