this week almost past by in a blur. as usual, i am not having sufficient sleep, due to school, projects and all ( Read more... )

 

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everything's lost.
i cant find any direction.
no feelings of how its suppose to be
really weird.
i cant seem to figure it out myself.
a physcotic one, a crazy one, a stalkerish one, a out of the blue one, a used to be one, a possessive one, a weird one, a hardcore one.
i need my space people.

xx

i cant believe projects are due soon, assignments to finish, ( Read more... )

clocked in 5hours on friday, watched 'the orphanage', random talks, midnight illusions.
clocked in 6hours on saturday, the question, the rejection, the aftermath, the freakiness, the explosive fireworks, rainy NDP day, waffles, push up position in public.
clocked in 1hour on sunday, SBD update, shopping with ames!, stuck in the rain, frightening cats ( Read more... )

i talked to you, him, her.
about vulnerabilities, lies and  history.
i couldnt get an answer from either one.
and i started to feel scared and freaked out.
to the point that i am shouting unknowingly.

i guess...
[its when you have everything, that you realise you have nothing]

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today is such a great day!
it started off well and ended well. (:

met Ang Y J while walking to trg area, which is like outside marina square. =/
had a great talk with BFF, miss ames. <3s.
and we just roam ard and take pictures at the Flyer.
E came to chit chat. (:
met new people. ahahs! so random i tink.
walk to train station with kel.
dinner with my ( Read more... )

some really HQ pics of NDP training & Milk Run (:

look out for me in this year NDP, will appear halfway through the cheerleading routine and will be at the upper tier, hehs. doing those stunts and stuff, but we are so small, will forgive you if u didnt notice. hahas.

& yes, MILK RUN, took part in it for 3 years. 
every year is just different, 
year 1 ( Read more... )

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okie. i didnt pass my TP.
immediate failure due to some stupid old uncle.
& the tester is out to get me, keep giving me heart attacks.
surprisingly, i wasnt nervous and all.
main prob is i do not regulate my speed,
told u i am quite garang, love to speeed! hahas! just keep gg fast.
oh well, shall take it again soon.

thanks to a million and trillion people ( Read more... )