spending my summer invisible, floating through the crowded streets of washington dc like a phantom, cursing myself and watching the sophisticated swarm the pavement like ants at a picnic marching naturally, effortlessly with genuine smiles, dapper conversation in sing-song voices, briefcases full of importance, beautiful clothing and fancy shoes

fuck

does anybody still read this? maybe i'll start posting again.

and furthermore today Maggie you're right, if you were here you'd be in danger for it FEELS GOOD to talk about all I've been stifling with regard to YOU for YEARS...........I think what pissed me off MOST about YOU was your treatment of your SISTER...........Abbie was an unusually smart and active child that just couldn't sleep if not allowed ( Read more... )

And much mental illness or DELUSION can be miraculously cured by it! Think about it, it is what IT IS.........That love when it ENDURES really ENDURES, it doesn't run off or go underground but is on going and irrefutable and blatant............The old line, "I know I ran off, I know I hurt you, I know I dumped all the work on you, I know I hurt ( Read more... )

Last year, I admired wines. This ( Read more... )

And Denny's Dan's remarks tonight about LBJ brought back your dad's remarks about LBJ..........Your dad told me that LBJ was an adulterer constantly cheating on LadyBird who called his penis a one eyed rattlesnake.............In other words a baby's rattle for baby's incapable of just saying , "NO!' to sex with married men and a killer within them ( Read more... )

https://mywebspace.wisc.edu/mbrown1/web/nov6.mp3
https://mywebspace.wisc.edu/mbrown1/web/aug2308.mp3

I have so many papers to write. Ugh. At least they're all on topics that I find incredibly interesting.

Belgium and Otis Rush are amazing.

I just finished Kafka on the Shore, which was also quite good. I need to buy a D string for the acoustic guitar here.

Next week I'm going to Budapest, Bratislava, Vienna, and Prague.