got it all squared away. had a lovely dinner with h-bran last night. what a doll. it's only when we truly get to sit down and talk do i realize how much i need her in my life. we ended up at jp's house and watched a horrible film called "win a date with tad hamilton." ugh...this is why i do not watch stupid girl flicks. they're rarely good. ( Read more... )

i'm freaked out right now. hillary had some serious shit happen to her last night. wow. i'm constantly shocked at what a horrible world we live in...but should i be? why do i expect the best from people? we're all sinful. no good. i'm just thankful that God was protecting her from serious harm. wow ( Read more... )

do the group projects ever end? i think not ( Read more... )

so what's new?  welp, nothing much.  i'm really getting sick of school, i've decided.  just ready to not go to class anymore.  hillary, lauren, and i are starting up a little group get-together thing on mondays.  i will enjoy it, i'm sure.  i like a good old fashioned "how are you doing....for reals" every once in a while.

saw kill bill 2 last ( Read more... )

um...can i still be a makeup artist?  thanks, i'll do it.

some people go to school for four years to pursue a degree they will use.  hopefully, i'll be one of those people.  but for now: makeup it is.

why am i freaking out about this? my dad was clearly not trying to hurt my feelings, but every time i think about it i want to cry. it's so weird. my mom is bewildered as well. i should talk to him, but we don't really have a great "let's talk" kinda relationship. all i want is to be supported by him and know that he cares about my future as ( Read more... )

i think i saw a side of crystal i'd never seen before tonight. it was shocking but fun. um....that's all i'm gonna say for now. she's a great gal ( Read more... )

i had to come home and ignore her for a bit. i can totally handle her most of the time...not today. stop rubbing things in my face and bragging. you win...i lose...just leave it alone! i give up. i'm not competitive like you, so don't bring me into your world ( Read more... )

so enjoyable this weekend was. i actually went to the zoo yesterday. yes, the zoo. hillary and i were just driving by on our way to greenlake and decided to hit up the animals instead. most enjoyable. i felt a real sense of community while i was there with all the families. plus the monkeys were amazing ( Read more... )

it's my last quarter of college. it's freaking me out. i'm happy about it, but what's next? i look ahead and see nothing. i'm not pessimistic about it, but it's weird. i've gone to school for the past 16 years ( Read more... )