If you love me, let me know. If not, please gently let me go ( Read more... )

I was trying to sleep and just couldn't. Too much stuff running around in my mind right now and sleep just seems very far away ( Read more... )

Life is weird...
I was re-reading some of my old posts and I complained a lot about being single. Now I am in the beginings of a relationship and I forgot how hard that is too. I like to think I can be rational and can put things in perpective. So why do i become a mess when i am involved with someone?

I spent my birthday on the couch. I only left my apartment once, and that was to buy ice cream and sprinkles. Pathetic huh? Not really. It was exactly what I wanted. I did not want responcibilty or to think about anything. It worked ( Read more... )

In everyone's life, at some time, our inner fire goes out. It is then burst into flame by an encounter with another human being. We should all be thankful for those people who rekindle the inner spirit. ~Albert Schweitzer ( Read more... )

So I was at work the other day and told my boss Nelly that she had to take me out next week for drinks for my birthday. I told her shots had to be involved ( Read more... )

i had forgotten how much i liked to post and how much it helped me. So, since my last post life has changed so much. i work in NYC. I live in Astoria, Queens. Some friends have stuck by me. Some have not. Some people who I never got to know are know my closest friends. I have had to create a new life and try to hold on to my old one. Little Jake ( Read more... )

So it is almost 2 am and I cannot sleep. I have tried everything but no luck. Too many thoughts rolling around in my head ( Read more... )

how sad :(

i left a choice in someone else's hands and they never followed up on it.

Do I follow up or just let it be?