wow thats 2 nites without sleep now... go me... this is getting seriously bad. I have to babysit my sister tonight, i'll want to sleep then.

me=really quite stupid

if i pretend to hate you will that make you like me

i wish i was 15 again

i'm stupidly happy at the moment, now i just need to work on being a little more productive and spending a little less money as i don't have any.

it's official....
i've had enough

the job centre are offically a bunch of fuck-ups, they are meant to be helping me but i think i could have got further, quicker without them. I have a bunch of courses that i have to do now most of which are useless shite, (bunch seems to be the word of the day) but i have to do some fucking how to get a job course to be able to get onto the ( Read more... )

today was so bright and sunny i just knew as soon as i got up it was going to be a good day, it felt like it was summer... (untill you go outside and realise that infact it's f-ing freezing ( Read more... )

today i got out of bed at 2pm. I hate that. I have so much i need to get done and so many things i keep intending to do, i just cannot get the motivation to get out of bed in the morning. I had to drag myself out at 2 because in my books thats a rediculous time to be in bed and being fucking shite like that isn't actually going to get me anywhere. ( Read more... )

today was strange. I dont think i've seen anyone look quite so worried and terrified for a while but yet so incredibly brave. Honestly i'm becoming completely pathetic and soppy, it was me who ended up in tears. I could just relate so much to the things she was worrying about. All credit to her for taking such a huge step, it's more scary than i ( Read more... )