It makes me feel weird. I liked it better when we hung out and talked. About music, and life and shit. Not anxiously awaiting (anklosis heart) your hands around my waist, the warmest feeling proceeding the kisses, yours fueled by loss, mine fueled by a genuine bond I've made to your warm little heart. Fuck that, really. I love being your ( Read more... )

I'll not put my trust in the faint of heart.

When will it be more than keep on keeping on? When can I be confident that I am not alone in this world? How can I believe a word anyone says? Life is about the people you have in it, and every wise person, and every person learned in that lesson, knows that. No man is an island.

The tepid wind is blowing to the east and to the west. It is blowing the leaves up and down the street; the leaves that are supposed to be orange, yellow, and red. They are brown instead. I wore my jacket out on the porch, it seemed customary. I thought I was cold on my way home earlier, but I’m sure of it now, it was radiating from you, and I ( Read more... )

After my mom's recent remarriage and all the stressful shit I haven't been doing anything I want to do and I feel like a sluggish jerk. I'm going on vacation to California on the 24th. I don't know how I'm going to do it, I feel hopeless at this point. I'm so unmotivated. I feel like the middle of a rubber-band ball.

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