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So my long lost half brother sent me a message on facebook the other day. I have not seen him in 12 years. He is 30 lives in hudson falls, new york and is married....crazy.

My whole life I have felt so trapped. I have never felt loved because I have never let anyone get that close. I need to get away. I have no idea who I am and it is making me someone I dont want to be. I just want to be able to drive but I need help to do this and I was never one to be persistant on getting help or asking at all for that matter. I ( Read more... )

So last saturday was pretty much the funnest night of my life which is kind of crazy considering it was spent at colleens sisters house with a bunch of kids I have never met before. Lisa decided to be the coolest kid alive and have a party at her house, I was already more pumped than I have ever been for a party because I love Lisa and it was not ( Read more... )

Have you ever awoke from the night with tears streaming down your face. That nightmare that haunts you through the day. You just can't shake it. That dream was of my life and those tears have never tasted more like blood. So here's to feeling left out and the last fucking hug I can't remember.

I never wanted to be a person who depends on someone else and I never have been but maybe I have taken it further than I ment to. I wish I had someone to wrap me in their arms and I could feel home. I need someone to know me inside and out and love me the same. I want to breakdown, totally collapse and have someone catch me before I hit the ground ( Read more... )

So life has been tough but it is ever harder because I am the only one who seems to see the light at the end of the tunnel. I never imagined my life this way but that does not make it wrong it just makes it different. I have been screwing around in school since about 6th grade when everything started happening with my parents hating eachother and ( Read more... )

RN#437 PVT Robbins, Mike

FCo. 2-19th INF ITB

9050 Kinsman Dr

Fort Benning, GA 31905-4926

Mike Robbins has sent me a letter from boot camp and you should all write to him. He is at fort benning in Georgia. This is the same boot camp my brother went to when he was 17. Mike is working hard to make this land the best it can be and I am sure any ( Read more... )

I love Kim and K-Shant for letting me go home instead of doing after camp today !!!!!