How You Life Your Life
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I had a dream about school last night.
It was Lynn English High, in the Sacred Heart School building.

and Minerva McGonagall was my Math teacher...

ok i'm in one of those moods to think about the future and all the great stuff that could happen ( Read more... )

Mama mia! I shaved my legs with raspberry shaving cream and now they.. smell like raspberries! And am talking to Heather for the thousandth time trying to get some closure about what happened. Trying to figure out what to do. How to get out of this rut. And figure out what we want ( Read more... )

I am so bored that I am going to leave everybody on my friends page on myspace a comment. Like a paragraph. So get ready, kids. I'm uber bored ( Read more... )

Oh yeah, I forgot something. While I was watching Buffy this morning (the ones where her mom dies, very sad) I was thinking "Man, if Tara was about 16 and not with Willow (oh and REAL), I'd totally be in love with her." God, I am so ready to fall in love. I've never been before, lol, but I here it's great. I don't really want an outgoing person, ( Read more... )

Still feel like people are mad at me. Don't know why, just get that vibe. Maybe because nobody's TALKED to me since then, but oh well. maybe it's good letting me sit here and stew all day. God, my father has me cleaning. I'm going to blow my brains out if I have to do one more dish or one more trash run downstairs. No normal family can fill that ( Read more... )

So I chickened out and was heading back to Haddad's room, but there were all these freshmen hanging around and i was like, no, not now, not in front of them, because i knew i wouldn't be able to say even one word without crying. And Alyssa, what can i say to make you see how important you are to me? How can i say thank you enough to make it reflect ( Read more... )

continuation from previous journal. THis doesn't mean i want you to tell your parents either, because although they are adults, i don't want the whole world to know just yet. and if you are now worried i'm really sorry, i didn't think of that. i'm too selfish, but i need someone to have input other than fucking heather cuz i'm so close to just ( Read more... )

Yes, yes, it is Heather. Though it seems we are out of the honeymoon phase because she called yesterday morning to tell me she wasn't sure about how things were going. She said things were exactly the same ( Read more... )