yesterday when i was at work there was a lady in a blue sundress with enormous hair that just couldn't quit. she had a bright blue parrot on her arm and she looked me straight in the eys and said, "don't be scared, i just want to see what it does when it meets strangers." i retorted with a "riiiiight."

getting a space was probably a bad idea. this space has comsumed my life since friday and as a result, i have become pretty incredibly sad. i think i'm going to write a bunch of letters to a bunch of people tonight. this should have been thought out.

it took me twenty minutes, but i'm now a thirteen year old girl. ugh. i have a space.

today i ate a whole container of tic tacs. i didn't realize this until just now; i feel disgusting ( Read more... )

yesterday i spent the whole day helping my brother prepare for today's badminton tournament in the backyard. the following series of events unfolded ( Read more... )

tomorrow i have the day off, just like monday through saturday of next week. i'm going to lay on the grass somewhere and watch planes in the air. i'll wonder when my time will come and i'll miss someone even more, just like i always do when i have time on my hands. recently i've become an optimist; words i never thought i would hear myself say.

lately lots of people have been asking me how i'm doing with that sad mopey voice because they feel sorry for me. just so that there are no questions, i am actually doing spectacularly. i just realize that i got stuck into a really bad situation and all i can do now is proceed with my litigation and hope that something good comes out in the end ( Read more... )

a noticeable change has occurred. after last week's loss of optimism i sought out comfort in syracuse, the place that has always most comforted me. john o'hara tagged along for jazzfest; coming straight out of his AE job interview, he looked like a societal myna bird (superfudge, anyone?) brandishing a sideways trucker cap and preshredded jeans ( Read more... )

i have my headphones set to the volume that just perfectly drowns out the sound of my sobbing. tomorrow i'm getting impulsive and blowing this monkeyhole to attend the largest free jazz festival in the northeastern united states. i'm totally going because it's jazz! in syracuse! hopefully one of those terrible caterpillars will attack me while ( Read more... )

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