Rightio. So, aside from my dry and cynical narrative voice that I seem to be sporting this evening, I would have to say that I'm generally happy. Well, allow me to rephrase - I have a lot of good things going for me. I have a bountiful scholarship/loan combination from University of San Francisco, making money relatively simple for the first ( Read more... )

As this is the dawning of a new decade, thus a very important chapter in my life, I have come up with a set of goals/aspirations, accompanied by one or two or maybe even five guidelines ( Read more... )

First Song of 2010: 'The Promised Land' by Bruce Springsteen
FIrst Book of 2010: Lady Chatterly's Lover by D.L. Lawrence

Official Resolution(s):
+ Read more books.
+ Write more.
+ Move out.
+ Save money.
+ Steal less.
+ Be on time.
+ Say what I mean, mean what I say.

i'm a piece of shit.

i'm feeling whole.

it's weird.
i've just begun to understand the concept of embracing our failures. and that it's okay to make mistakes.
that i actually need to mess up once in a while to find out how i can do things right.

why have i been fighting this without even knowing?
and all issues of self-consciousness or liw self-esteem have, in perspective ( Read more... )

3 jobs.
1 school.
2 projects.

this is a clusterfuck waiting to happen.

a contradiction, i know.

beauty and the beast has been and always will be my all time favorite movie.

evar.

i wish i could see it again.

angry fight with mom about nothing ( Read more... )

was an amazing night.

Today was a good day, I must say. I talked to a counselor who actually made me feel good about myself for the first time in my short academic career. I actually have a GPA that looks good to prospective school, and I'm almost done with this school out here. Tranferring is in my very near future, and I am so very excited for that ( Read more... )