I don't know why, nothing bad happened, but it is happening again. I find myself curled in corners shaking. i find myself hating myself and trying to resist urges to do things that I don't want to do anymore. But the urges they keep coming stronger and stronger each time, until I find myself once again in the bathtub falling. I don't want to ( Read more... )

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Didn't come this far
for you to make this hard for me
and now you want to ask me how.

Why did you come here?
You weren't invited
You're on the outside,
Stay on the outside.
And now you want to ask me why.

It's like.
How does your heart beat?
How do you cry?
How does your heart beat?

And there are some things that I like to figure out.
There are ( Read more... )

Between 2 jobs, plus being an RA, plus 17 credit hours I don't have time to sit let alone think...

so here is a monkey...


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Riceboys, Hipsters, Trixies
Circle I Limbo

DMV Employees
Circle II Whirling in a Dark & Stormy Wind

The Pope
Circle III Mud, Rain, Cold, Hail & Snow

Bill Gates
Circle IV Rolling Weights

Republicans
Circle V Stuck in Mud, Mangled

River Styx

George Bush
Circle VI Buried for Eternity

River Phlegyas

Uday Hussein, Qusay Hussein
Circle VII Burning Sands

Saddam Hussein
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If you have ever had the "pop" vs "soda" argument, which being from western New York I am sure you have check this out: http://www.popvssoda.com/

( Behind this cut lies a sweet transvestite paradise! )

So today I went to see my advisor to talk over my class seletions with him for pre-registration which starts Monday. In the process he brought up the fact that I will be graduating from Alfred a year from now, and asked me what I want to do. BIG PROBLEM! Besides the fact that I plan on going for my masters at either UB or Buffalo State I have no ( Read more... )

So I figure I might as well write. Afterall a journal as my outet has helped in the past so why not agian now. Tonight most of the staff is all going to go to dinner together at the dining hal, which should be fun since we have not really done much of anything together since the massive changes in our makeup have been made. Then I have a floor ( Read more... )

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