i screwed up so badly. i shouldnt have been drinking. i shouldnt have been crying. i shouldnt have been so focused on myself that i didnt even realize the effect i was having on other people. i should have been more responsible. i shouldnt have blamed everyone else for something that could have been prevented if only i had been adult enough to ( Read more... )

"Sorry ( Read more... )

And I knew I'd made horrible call ( Read more... )

i need a roomate. if anyone knows of anyone who would by interested in moving in with me, please let me know.

i think i made a mistake.
i hate this.

so, for those of you who know whats been going on, my mom and i talked and im not moving out just yet. i will in prolly a couple of months, but i want to save up some money first. thank you everyone who helped me with this ( Read more... )

Emerson Drive ( Read more... )

how did things get so screwed up?

just some lyrics going through my head. they have a lot of meaning right now. i was so afraid of this ( Read more... )

ok, so my parents and allie and i went today to see the greyhounds. they showed us these two that were kennelmates(i cant spell). their names were peekaboo(girl) and alliby(boy). my mom said that we could either get two greyhounds or one greyhound and my puppy. ive decided on the two greyhounds. my mom just called to reserve them and we'll be ( Read more... )