Today was okay.. But.. I was so tired.. I went to bed at midnight, and couldnt sleep.. Finally fall asleep around 1:30.. I kept waking up and couldn't fall asleep for hours at a time... it sucked.. I think I got about 4 hours of sleep eeh ( Read more... )

Hmm I had a great day yesterday.. Even babysitting was fun. Haylee wasn't as hyper as normal, so she let me chill out a little bit lol. We watched some movies, messed around with the cats, watched tv.. played monopoly.. lol. Then Jen got home, and I spent like.. 30 minutes just talking to her.. Then finally decided to go home.. Then we go shopping ( Read more... )

Ehh I'll do this again. I hate lj when it does that.. just like disappears.. anyways.. I had a good day, slept for 3 hours, went shopping stayed up, gonna go watch two brothers since I bougtht that today.. Hehe.. missing Jeremy.. wondering what he's up to.. Uhh.. How he wants me to change, and how I agree, and i'm really happy he's letting me try ( Read more... )

OoO I had one hour of sleep.. =\ lol I couldn't fall asleep after I said goodnight to Jeremy.. wasn't comftorable. So I tossed and turned, wake up an hour later.. and it's time to go babysit.. Well I get over there, and Haylee wakes up at 6.. Oh hell no, she's not waking up now.. sorry lol. So she said she had a bad dream.. I tried comforting her ( Read more... )

Well I guess Jeremy was on last night, What'd I tell you, he had me blocked :p He hates me i'm sure of it.. Oh well, it's like a hit and run, hurt me then hide from me.. Kind of used to that tho.. I just love him to death.. more than anything in the world.. I want him back so bad.. but it's not going to happen *cries* It's not fair.. I see/n a ( Read more... )

Well.. I managed to patch things up with Andrea for now.. I asked her if we could start things over for the new year.. and she agreed.. I'm kind of surprised but i'm really happy.. I feel kind of band for pushing everyone away from me. But.. I'm goign to fix that ( Read more... )

Ehh So I try to get back with Jeremy, but.. I failed.. It's not going to happen :( It's so sad.. I'll miss him so much.. and Galen and Rhiannon and believe it or not his parents too, specially his dad. I'll really miss Galen... if I ever see her again, she's going to be so big compared to what I just saw.. :( Obviously i'll miss Jeremy.. He blames ( Read more... )

So I guess Jeremy and I broke up.. I can't really say who did it, cuz really I don't know.. but I partially blame it on him since he has absolutely no time for me any more... It hurts a lot, but oh well.. What's it matter eh? I called my mom and she's like "well poo on him" lol "He's just losing a great girl" haha.. Oh well.. It doesn't matter no ( Read more... )

Hmm.. I had an okay Christmas.. It doesn't feel like it though.. It went by so fast.. and i'm really upset with Jeremy, but eh, whatever.. I got from my dads side of family, a dvd player, 2 cds, The Sims 2 pc game and 75 dollars in gift certificates.. and 25 from my Pop Pop.. and a dvd.. Uhh my dad got me an all in one printer.. plus photo printer ( Read more... )

Wow, can you believe it is almost christmas eve? I can't. I'm really upset with people right now.... Like really upset.. Unbeliveablely upset.. Okay you get the point.. Least I have some good friends, like Dennis, and umm Greg but I dont' get to talk to Greg much.. Hmm.. I am really happy about christmas with family, and some friends, others I am ( Read more... )