we had a magic show at work today. his name was louie and in the world of magicians he was absolutely terrible but he was funny and made the kids laugh and i loved it. it was so cute.

stuff is so different and it's only been a week. i really feel like paul has been gone for so much longer than that because i feel like so much has happened and i've ( Read more... )

Chelan was so nice. Lauren and I, with the exception of one night, were like a couple of old women. We just relaxed and laid around and floated and I loved it. We got jet skis one day and a boat the other day so we weren't THAT lazy, but it was definitely relaxing.

Back to work on Monday, but I can't say I'm completely dreading it because I kind of ( Read more... )

so i went to eagle falls on friday evening and it was AMAZING. first time i had been since last summer and we stayed the night and ugh, i loved it. i wish i wasn't so terrified of water and would be more daring but that's okay cause i had fun anyway.

i feel like summer is almost over because everyone is sorta getting ready to leave for school, but ( Read more... )

what was the rain this morning? that was nuts.

today i work at 7 am. NEVER again, I got off at 11, so that was nice, but 7 o'clock was damn early. When I left my house, the sun wasn't even up yet, not okay.

and I have a disgusting cold and my throat hurts and i have an intense amount of snot in my nose. almost as sexy as pheobe.

my friend reminded ( Read more... )

today was a good day....

the kids weren't too whiney at work, i worked out, and then just relaxed and watched tv. and i'm excited for tomorrow, and glad that we're friends again.

i am thoroughly enjoying the real world right now.
a surprise visit would earn you an imense amount of points right now.

yesterday, isabella shit her pants 3 times, and ( Read more... )

can you help me urnavel my latest mistake
yea me either.

so cradle your head in your hands
and breathe
just breathe

i wish i knew what my deal was. i feel like whenever i'm alone, and even sometimes when i'm not, i'm fighting back the lump in my throat.

and breathe
just breathe

i can't get enough of this song.

i made a new nap CD and i have some song ( Read more... )

i don't like this. he's only been gone for a few days but i have felt like, almost depressed. that sounds stupid i know but it's true and i hate it. it seriously makes me so worried for next year. if everytime between seeing each other i am just miserable then that will seriously suck. but i guess if it does wind up like that, i would rather miss ( Read more... )

i have doubts about next year. and that's all i'll say.

i'm on my new laptop right now! my mom got wireless set up for me, so that's kind of exciting. i'm not very good at typing on it yet though, I keep missing the space bar. So if I talk to you on AIM and my words are all slurred together, sorry.

i am so lazy right now. i thought about going to ( Read more... )

things have finally come together for the fourth... goin up to laura's cabin with everyone. it's been so long since all of them, i'm excited.

i saw so many people lightin up in their cars today while they were driving, like more than i've ever seen ever. it was so weird. and i saw one lady with a cig in one hand and starbucks in the other, and for ( Read more... )

tonight was so fun. little bonfire at that like, old folks pasture near stypeck. i love it, the most random people ever were there. joseph and kurt came and they are like my long lost ... i don't know whats. but i missed them.

kurt reminds me so much of sam that sometimes i can't even handle it. the way he talks and like, his gestures... it's so ( Read more... )