Ok so how about my Valentine's Day was spent with me going to class, taking a 3 hour nap, waking up and doing a crap load of homework and studying, then being interrupted with someone telling me they loved me and I had to break their heart. I felt so bad! The only good part of my day was getting to talk to the guy that makes me completely happy. I ( Read more... )

After all these months...he finally got ahold of me. I got to talk to him and it was nice to hear his voice. I'm being careful and not getting attached. I'm just happy that he is doing well and that I got to actually hear his voice. It wasa a big relief. I'm sticking to my new years resolution tho....It's time to let go!

I wish I could finid a smile

In 2005 I ( Read more... )

Today we salute you, stressed out college student during exam week. As you sit at your lonely desk in your dorm room, doped up on Starbucks and Aderol, you think to yourself, "am I ever gonna need to know this in real life?" The distractions are tempting and you have suddenly diagnosed yourself with A.D.D. along with advanced delusionary ( Read more... )

I don't understand why people don't understand how important school is to me and how hard it is for me too. I'm sry that I put it before anything else but for me to succeed it's something I have to do. Im sry I dont have time to talk or hang out anymore. Im sry my head is always in my books or doing hw during the weeks and weekends but if i didnt I ( Read more... )

I wish I wasn't so depressed....I hate this time of year so much!

Ok I have finally realized how good it is not to talk to Mr. Airforce cuz it's what I needed to finally be done and over with him! YEAH! Jesse put me on the spot to meet to his mother over break...def felt awkward especially when she asked me what was going on between me and her son....umm nothing he just likes me a lot and I dont feel the same, ( Read more... )

I really miss him a lot...IDK why I should, but I do. I miss his smile, his kiss, and his warmth when he would hug me. It's been over a year since I have seen him, and it's been months since I've last talked to him on the phone. I miss out late night conversations, and just talking to him in general. I wish I could see him though. I knew that once ( Read more... )

I love my best friend Alex! I went and seen him over the weekend and we had a blast! Def was in need to visiting him cuz it was nice to get a big hug from him! Now that I have him supporting me all the way I feel a lot better about things in my life. I hope I can go and see him again soon though...I honestly love him to death ( Read more... )