you know when you get your liscense...and how on the back of it theres the spot for signing it to be a donor.....i mean come on...why do people even think twice about donating.....hello your dead..what are you gonna do with the parts....there are thousands of people starving for them and have a chance to live if you would just be a part....it's so ( Read more... )

it's the principle it's the issue
that your principal would dismiss you
because you dont fit into the all-american box
the coffin created for creative thought
The world just keeps you at an arm's length.
Every week you work up the strength
to fight the flames that are hurled.
Let your faith shine right through.

tonight i feel truly lonely....i lost my best friend.......when they make you a promise, break it,and then say so what....what else can i do but just die inside....now the sun has set on my winter...now i know what it is like to truly be alone.....now i have absolutely no reason to ever look back on this hell hole of a life i'm leaving behind..... ( Read more... )

if shame had a face ( Read more... )

well ya...i watched chicago on my orientation to UIC...it was one of our options to do during free time...well ya...everytime i see that scene..i get thinking ya know...it's just like that when it comes to all of the nice guys in this world.....if you wanna get anywhere or get anyone...you have to be selfish and an asshole or bitch..cuz you'll just ( Read more... )

i was an unfortunate yet wise soul who had the opportunity to be born in the latter part of normal people's lives.....i was born in the fall......i got to sit and watch so many beatiful things at their last grasps of life...so many, shining and changing to newer vibrancy..a real spectacle to see....but all in vain as the cold grip of winter sets in ( Read more... )

my curse.....i'm forever beaten down by the whims of my life who stop me from flight.....all i ever am to the women of my life is just some temporary sanity or help.....i have the gift and curse of being a friend.....sometimes it grows into more..but when it comes to them taking that step into deep commitment..forget it.....once or twice i was ( Read more... )

hey people..just writing to fill in some space..i keep putting this journal off..and i'm a fast typer so why not.....grrr....o well....well ya...with that whole kelly thing....i'm trying to deal but it was a lot harder than i thought..but thats enough about that..maybe going to college will help distract me...cuz i really wanna do well at UIC... ( Read more... )

ya well...as you can tell maybe by the title...i just thought i should write this down before i lose motivation....well as of about a month ago....kelly was all single and stuff and of course i wanted to get back with her...no biggy really...of course i'm gonna want to....well ya..she wasnt sure....she's got this whole thing where she doesnt feel ( Read more... )

man.....im still in that blah mood for college....its only a month away :)...well close enough...in a month im starting the packing and cleaning of the room....but ya....i cant wait to be around new people again.....maybe i'll learn a whole other side of me and stuff....hopefully i dont change too much....i wouldnt wanna lose the friends i already ( Read more... )