ketchup or catsup...i pose the question whats the difference...its 330 in the morn and im barely tired...what the poop....o well...i just got done watching eurotrip for like the 4th time this week...i dunno y but that movie is kool.....i want some green fairy...anyway....like there hasnt been much since my last entry..uh..the car has a bad wheel ( Read more... )

but ya....i guess theres a lotta ketchup in this..so ya....i dyed my hair blonde last week on tuesday....cuz on thursday i was going orange and jewel couldnt fire me early for having bleached hair....so ya...last thursday was my last day at jewel..i officially stopped working on friday ....but ya....then i went to dnd on friday....my halfling kicks ( Read more... )

amanda told me to do this in my next entry so i thought...y not ( Read more... )

ya....im bored and its 1246am......im sitting up here talking with my friend.....she seems to be the only one to talk to at night....lol...she's like the highlight of my day..just talking with her....its kinda sad..cuz all i can do is talk to her...she lives all far away and stuff....not that it bugs me....but it is a bit saddening....well ya..the ( Read more... )

yeah....i couldnt think of a title so i just typed the first thing i saw.....but ya....im kind of at a loss for rational thought right now....im kinda just bland right now....im in such a twist....like a lot of basis of my thoughts are shifting right now.....like...the whole rachel thing....like im all good and cool with it now...it just upsets me ( Read more... )

yeah...so nothin much new here....ive spent the last two days sitting around bored off my ass and all my pals were busy....this really sux.....rachel was busy...kevin was with john.....and everyone else wasnt around....now today....same thing...rachel was at work...kevin decided to go to omni after work so he wasnt home.....jt wasnt online....i ( Read more... )

well yeah....i had splendifirous day yesterday....i started thinking about stuff and well....everything seems to be going good for me...i dont know why im so upset all the time.....i have college to look forward to.....ive got a sweet ride all taken care of til may....i have plenty of friends....there not exactly close but they're there if i need ( Read more... )

well yeah...i finally had the guts to tell rachel how i felt about her....well sorta....i did it in a note..thats sitting in her purse waiting to be read......my heart is all hoping its good and shes gonna like me too...but my mind knows better...shes probly either gonna be like....i already knew that and i dont care....or shes gonna say ( Read more... )

i have this problem with women.....i've only got a feeling instantaneously with two people....funny part is both of those went no where quickly....all the others i kinda grew into and had to convince myself of.....its like im either too bad for them...or i am to logical yet deep.......i guess that helps to make me soo distant to people...but yeah ( Read more... )

you ever hear that little tid bit....where the being smart is being lonely...well yeah.....its true....but im more the type where i choose to be that way.....i've always lived my whole life where nothing has presumed any type of a challenge to my....maybe that explains why i am always so lenient and lazy and spiratic yet crazy...cuz i find no and ( Read more... )