its over and there is nothing you can do about it. some people change, while others stay the same and the most important thing is to realize that you no longer love the person they have changed into. the person you loved wouldnt have done the things they did, wouldn't have dangled hope when there was none, wouldnt make you feel guilty about feeling ( Read more... )

its so much harder when you didnt see anything coming... but i know what everyone says is right, only time can helpyou through and for now you just have to get through. with exams right now, i dont have time to think of all the wrongs that were done to me or dwell on all the happy times, ive got to keep studying and get through and next semester, ( Read more... )

i am back at school but no one is here for the weekend because it is mothers day and my parents didnt want me home! they are going to my brothers graduation. so its pretty lonely, i cant really adjust to this school in the summer thing.

oh the day has come. i am done co-op. hurrah. now back to school.

i was just looking at my previous journal entry, i started this countdown at 72 days and that felt like forever ago, and its only been 39 work days. AACK it seems like i have another forever of work still. i quite possibly am going to have an anxiety attack.

the bad things about co-op ( Read more... )

Phonecall ( Read more... )

I seriously need to get a life. This is ridiculous. 73 more working days.

Ive finaly stumbled upon the conclusion that I possibly am unable to work. I have started my first co-op job, i am through one week and I absolutely hate it. I wish I was back at school everyday because I feel as if my mind is rotting and i am wasting time. Only 16 more weeks of this, which is not that bad. Too bad everyone I know isnt here right ( Read more... )

so basically i cant walk, on thursday morning i went to sleep fine and woke up friday unable to get out of bed. apparently a condition caused by my running that takes time to appear, and obviously quite a lot more time to dissapear. it has been 4 days now of non walking and apparently i wont be able to walk till next week. not only that i am ( Read more... )