i tried to write in this (or not write in it, i guess...sometimes i feel a bit to old to write in something like this) about new years and next year and last year and everything...i half started an entry and a survey and everything.

but i couldn't really think of what i wanted to say about this year or last year or anything like that. i can't ( Read more... )

THURSDAY
- 231
- band
- work
- family hour?
- drankin'?

FRIDAY
- 101 exam
- math (ha.)
- RL ST
- lunch with molly
- hairs did
- SQUAD ARRIVES!!!

1. What is the last alcoholic beverage you drank? a vladdy and cranberry at erich's
2. Do you follow college football? DUH, i pretty much live for football season
3. How many miles does your car have on it? a lot. but i don't feel like checking
4. Who was the last person to send you a text message? cati
5. Last time you went swimming in a pool? no ( Read more... )

ummmmmm, since when were we juniors in college?

k thanks bye.

1. drank alcohol?: Yes ( Read more... )

hmm, so...life ( Read more... )

I HAVE A CAR!!!!

pictures to come...maybe.

Look at you
You have every reason to 
Hold your head up high
As if free from all troubles
Your back stays nice and dry 
But my bottom's in bubbles

You keep paddling like the clappers
just keep paddling with your flappers
while seeming to be dreaming and calm

Just beneath the surface
You may struggle to get by
But nothing can deter you
If you hold your head up ( Read more... )

all i want to do is sit and cry. i have no motivation to do anything, what-so-ever. i don't want to go to camp, because i'm afraid all i'm going to do is cry there. i just don't know what to do, i don't want to disappoint anyone...mostly i don't want to disappoint myself. i want to be at home,  want to be at camp, i want to be in blue band, i want ( Read more... )

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pros:
- summer time with the squad
- BBQ at the quells
- arts fest
- make more money
- trips to the shore and to see molly
- alone time
- a room by myself
- joining a gym
- time to learn b-tone

cons:
- spending tons of money
- living with my fam
- no car
- lots of my friends are leaving
- half of the ones i love live an hour away
- having a job that isn't fun
- ( Read more... )